HE Is Good/Mini Movie Review

Arrggg!!!! I'm blogging this for the 3rd time!!! I dunno what has happen to this blogsite as it kind of deleted off my blog!

The past few weeks has been a rough week for me... Friends have been trying to drag me out of my house but i refuses...Because i'm afraid my mood will affect them and i don't want and don't liked that... I try to keep myself busy by drowning myself with work and sports. I has been running, swimming, playing soccer and going to the Gym for the past 2 weeks... Sometimes, I even did all 4 exercises in a single day! I still got to rush out my training program somemore...

I'm afriad when i stop working, my mind will start thinking... Even when i'm alone driving to/from work/home along the expressways, the cars which passby me (Suzuki Swift Sport and Honda Civic) just reminds me of her... Her favourite Sandy Lam Songs playing in my car also reminds me of her... Places where we go together just reminds me of her... memories just kept coming back... It just hurts... I slept very little...I am really tired...body and mind is tired...But just can't sleep...

But HE is Good... HE sent friends to accompany me. HE sent close friends to counsel and console me.. In fact i did pray about it... Pray for good things to happen between me and her... But it just did not happen....Many people, including myself will ask,"Why..." Maybe HE is trying to mould me into a stronger person, letting me understand this is only so much a human can do. My own perseverance can only lead me this far... Maybe HE also want me to understand what is the meaning of,"Trust GOD, Let GOD..."

At last, i willingly went out last Friday, for a Mahjong session with my ex seconday school friends and my ex girlfriend. haha...

I want to thank my movie Kar-Kees for not forgetting me in our weekly Midnight "Saturday Movie Fever!" (I'm really sorry for not watching movies with you guys for the past near 2 months...Because I'm more willing to spend my saturdays with her... Im sorry ok...)

At first when Beng message me to watch movie, i was abit reluctant and don't felt like going because i'm afraid my mood will affect you guys... But luckily i went! I seriously enjoyed the movie! Yes... It has been 1 month since i last step into a cinema (ever since i watched Deathnote 2 with her). You may be wondering, a movie go-er liked me did not step into a cinema for the past 1 month???

The answer is, "YES...." Below is a Mini Movie Review. There goes!


1) Apocalypto : From Academy Award® winning filmmaker Mel Gibson (“The Passion of the Christ,” “Braveheart”), comes APOCALYPTO: a heart stopping mythic action-adventure set against the turbulent end times of the once great Mayan civilization. When his idyllic existence is brutally disrupted by a violent invading force, a man is taken on a perilous journey to a world ruled by fear and oppression where a harrowing end awaits him. Through a twist of fate and spurred by the power of his love for his woman and his family he will make a desperate break to return home and to ultimately save his way of life.

My Ratings and View : 10/10. A MUST WATCH movie. Excellent storyline and plot! So far Mel Gibson's film was never once, disappointing. This film is just worth your $9.50. Trust me.. I remembered many years ago when i watched "Braveheart", I waited impatiently for its VCD to be released... Same for now, am waiting impatiently for the original DVD to be release... I even felt that "Apocalypto" is a much better movie than Braveheart! Seriously, whoever watched this film and find that it is not worth your time/money, call me or leave me a comment in my blog with your account number, i will transfer you the money back into your account. (But integrity comes in strongly here lah...)

So far, according to my readers and friends, all my 10/10 movie ratings was never a disappointment to them... don't be the 1st one yah? :)

Well guys, i will try to watch more movies and post up my Movie Reviews V. Stay tune! and...Wish me all the best!!!

 

Lesson Learn.... AGAIN....

6 years ago, I'm broken....6 years later....same thing happen....But this time, more serious...

Right from the on start, lies are all around...Right from the start, there are just too many hidden truth which actually, must be put to light.

My thinking about choosing a partner is very simple... I must love her...and she "might be" my wife in future... If i don't intend to make her my wife at all, i will never start a relationship...That is all the while my thinking and believes...

Today is really a lesson learnt... I learn not to disclose my feelings freely.... i also learn that before going deep into a lady, I MUST FIND OUT MORE about her first....Her background... Her family, her past... AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, if she already had a boyfriend....

I am shocked after my conversation with her last night....when she said promise to call me back and as usual, did not return at all...

I post some questions...

1) If you are attached (with a boyfriend/girlfriend) and somebody or many other people is going after you.... Will you tell your suitors that actually you already had a boyfriend/girlfriend??

My answer is, i will tell her," i'm already attached to this girl...And i'm sorry.... can we be friends instead?" I will be frank and honest with her... But not having this mentally that,"Hey, shes not bad also... Hold on and see how things goes.." Friends, this is selfish in thoughts and character. Do not do that...

2) Will you allow someone to French Kiss you, hold your hands freely and hug her tight with love when you already had a boyfriend/girlfriend?

My answer is no!!! How can i french kiss someone when i am already attached? I mean, i must be accountable to my girl!! If my girl do the same to me, can i take it?? The fact is, i cant. In fact, nobody can! Let me tell you...By you allowing this to happen, the person will be mislead! We are not Americans for heaven and goodness sake! We are Asians! Don't tell me its normal. If its normal, Go and french with all your guy friends then. Not to me.

To RL: Be fair to me yah? As you said, right from the onstart, you are already attached.... You did not tell me you already had a bf right from the start and you are allowing things to happen... What are you thinking? Because i'm nice and true to you thus you want to "hold on" to me??Don't deny because you admit it last night over our phone conversation. You said i will have my chance.... Which was explained by you that it actually means just in case things don't work out between you and Mr J or now, Mr C, I might have a chance...

WHAT DO YOU TAKE ME FOR?? SPARE TIRE?? Come on! I think i deserve better... why? because....

I AM TRUE AND SINCERE TOWARDS YOU ALL THIS WHILE..... i think i deserve likewise from you too.... Don't i????

If right from the start you told me you already had a bf....things will be different.... Because of your zero in honesty and integrity, you caused hurt.... if you think you had been dropping hints? Yes, you did... but is only these 1 week.... your hints are not hints at all.... Just be frank next time...

Lesson learnt....I will be smarter the next time... I'm hurt but i will get healed...No need to pity me...for i kind of brought it upon myself....

I thank you you for admiting to me that you "had feelings for me" WHILE YOU ARE ALREADY ATTACHED... Any thanks, lesson learn.....

Don't Do That Again...

Fire fighting for today had ceased finally...Tomorrow is a Saturday and I AM GOING OUT!!! So happy because im going out with a person i wanted to go out with for sooo long!!!YEAH!!!

Well, i had just deleted a blog from my blogpage UNWILLINGLY because of a comment someone wrote to me... Yes, you won. You had succeeded in making me angry and confuse for awhile. I am not going to pursuit this matter anymore because right from the start, i know what i wanted. This, i am very clear from the on start. Pls don't be so childish as in wanting to declare "war", writing things that hurts my feeling and bringing me down. You are a nobody to me at all!

I DON'T NEED YOUR APATHY NOR SYMPATHY!! BECAUSE I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO YOU ARE!

But i admire you. You when all the way to track me down just to sent me a "hostile" comment with Perfect English... But i don't give a damn... I thank you you for that i'm being tested this way and i still managed to keep my cool... From this incident, i know i can keep myself cool and be more patient.

BUT

I strongly encourage you, not to do that again... DO NOT PUT ME TO A TEST...Yes, I can be patient with you this time...But not the next time... I did nothing to offend you thus i'm not entitled to received comments liked that, especially from you. Even my Superiors don't dare to do that to me because they know what kind of person i am and can be... Grow up, be a man and do the right things... For you are not young anymore...

You can learn something from me... if you are wrong, admit and apologise. Thats a beauty too, in case you don't know...

You know who you are...

Complaint blogger/karaoke session

Hiee!!!! Here i am in my blog blogging again! Today is a very tired day for me...many things happen in work...In short, i guess i just got to change my attitude a little yah?

Friends who know me, know me best... The way i talk to friends, colleagues, subordinates and even the person i love is entirely different... I then to be patient to my friends, super patient and understanding to my love ones BUT when i start changing into my green uniform, i talk in another tone and attitude... hmm...spilt personality! haha...

After work, i drove home, wash my car, went to pick up a friend and head straight to party world for a karaoke session... Damn tired actually... but i promise to turn up, and there i am!!Although i sang only one song, but i kind of enjoy hearing the others sing....All are pretty good singers! Some old songs were sung...nice listening to old songs at times!

On my way home, i drove pretty fast.... i need to reach home fast as i had some work to be completed and got to be handed up by 8am today... Arrggg..... Just because of one incident and i caught in this position.... sick and tired at times.... Well, i can do it!

Decided to complaint abit on my blog before i start work...hahah... 1x coffee and 2x red bull is beside me now...tomorrow still got to go to NUH for my appointment...

Tired... yawn.....Zzzzzzzzzzzz..........

2nd Blog In A Day

Yup, Im in with more photos again. Yesterday went for a run in the middle of the night and go to East Coast Beach.... Really too many things borthering me and i can't sleep at all. I happened to watched a DVD series, Desperated Housewives Season 2. Yup, i bought it. Initially a very dear person to me once said will lent me. But the DVDs are not with her and i don't want her to go back to a place she doesn't want to go at all just because of me... thus, yup! Bought it!

I saw a part in DH where Bree, refuses to wear her engagement ring. I smiled at it...And it reminded me that my friends ring is with me! Thus went to search high and low for it. Called her up, she said in CAPs, "Its somewhere NEAR YOUR BED." I pull out my heavy king size bed to checked if the ring drop somewhere deep inside. Still can't find...at last, due to anger...i broke my bed... Long story short, parents questioned why there is a ring and demands me to get the bed fixed by today...

Below are some pictures taken quite sometime back. Posted it here for people who is interested to view it! There goes...

This pic was taken during Baozhang Birthday! We had our dinner at Marina South and went to sing Karaoke at Orchard area. Had an enjoyable time then. Yup, they are also the Saturday Midnight Movies Kar-kees!!!

Yup! Thats just my Honda Jazz Sterring wheels and Speedometer. Nothing impressive. Ya ya ya...i know i will never match up to all the fucking civics.... My interior sucks...No need mention, i know that...But again, the purpose of a car is to get you to your destination for heaven and goodness sake... There is such thing call TRAFFIC LIGHTS! My next car should be an Accord anyways...I used to like civics... Yup...no more civics! But i still love my interior...and sound system! hehe...

Picture taken during my cadets photo taking sessions. Fine young man they turned into. Wish them all the best in their new postings and appointments!

Movie Reviews IV

Dear all.... Sorry once again for the super delay in this Movie Review IV.Many incidents had happened which kept me pretty busy. Well, maybe got to change my title from movie reviews to "Movie Ratings"! haha.. Anyways, there goes!

1) Casino Royale : James Bond is a new recruit at the MI6 team. He's reckless and careless and on a mission. After just earning his 00 status with his first 2 kills he is sent to the Bahamas where he is to verse Le Chiffre in a game of Texas Hold 'Em Poker. Although Bond must ensure that Le Chiffre's death comes at the hands of his own people.

My Ratings and Views : 6/10. As mention above, this movie tells you how Bond got his 00 status. There is no bulletproof and remote controlled BMWs, no mini gadgets and stuff. Its just how he "solved" his cases with everything he could without using his bains... The start of the show was Bond, hoping and jumping around, trying to apprehen a bad guy. Towards the end of the movie, he become "Chow Yuan Fatt"... Became the ultimate, God of Gamblers... Can renamed this show as, "007, The Beginning."

2) Colic : Pear and her boyfriend, Pongpop, moved to the suburbs for a more relaxed lifestyle after learning of her pregnancy. Soon, their son, Pan was born and everything about him seems normal: except for the ear-splitting screams. Pan will cry and scream non-stop everyday and was eventually diagnosed as having colic, a sickness which is marked by chronic irritability and screaming. Months past and Pan’s Colic didn’t recede in fact it got worse and no-one seemed to know why. This is when Pear began to notice bizarre phenomenon which occurred while Pan was crying and what they are about to find out will haunt them for the rest of their lives….

My Rating and Views : 7/10. Quite a nice movie to catch. Horror movies story plots are standard. They are more or less the same. The only horror movie which had a slight twist is Shutter, a thai horror movie. For horror movies, as long as it made your hair stand, it achieved its goal. Watch this movie with a very dear friend and her family members. From their reactions, it say it all. a nice one to catch. OH YA! before i forget, there is this part where the husband is talking on his handphone, He said this word, "Kan Ni Nar!" In the subtitle, it shows "call u back"...Hahaha...i laugh and laugh throughout the whole show after that. Catch that!

3) A Battle Of Wits : A lavishly-produced historical drama from China, A Battle of Wits tells the complex story of a lone warrior whose mission is to save a besieged walled city from the savage attack of a 25,000 strong army. Late in the 3rd century, when China comprised seven rival kingdoms, Ge-Li – an remarkable savior in rags – stands alone in an endangered city waiting to fulfill his destiny. It is an impossible battle however you look at it. But here is a lone man willing to climb every mountain and cross every river just to get to the city of Liang with only one aim: to deliver Liang from the overwhelming threat of the Kingdom of Zhao in her battle against the Kingdom of Yan. Ge Li is the last Mohist in the Warring States period of China. Facing him in the field are thousands of swift chariots ad many thousands more mail-clad soldiers. His battle will be the loneliest battle in the history of war. No battle has ever been this unmatched in strength. Would this one man alone be able to change the destiny of Liang? On the surface, this is a battle for which bloodshed would be inevitable. But in reality it is also a battle of wits. A struggle between power and desire: between a ruler and those being ruled. A message of anti-war through war itself.

My Rating and Views : 9/10. A nice movie on War and Strategies. In OCS, we always want to teach the cadets what is "channeling method." This movie says it all. Nice plot but the ending about anticlimax... Its all about Love... Watch it and you guys will know what i'm talking about.There is this foreigner who was caught and at last used by Andy Lau. Listen to his conversations... Haha....Damn funny... Well, I watched this show twice. Says it all.

4) Deathnote 2 - The Last Name : Light joins the task force searching for Kira in an effort to avert suspicion from himself and also, to get rid of L. The mystery deepens as another Death Note with its shinigami, is brought into the human world. A second and third Kira complicates the mystery. Making things even more unpredictable are the ‘Eyes of Death’, given to the second Kira, enabling the owner to know the true identity and lifespan of any person. Who would get hold of the ‘Trump Card’ which would determine the outcome of events? And who will be the Last name?

My Rating and Views : 10/10. Yes folks. Deathnote 2 pretty well sums up the whole thing. The characters, plots and storyline are just great! I just love L. His smartness and wits just impressed people. I'm already downloading the animations! Light is kinda smart, in the way he can manipulate the whole thing and caused the death of a Deathgod. He could have won, but he miscalculated.... watch it, enjoy it!!!

Well, there are many other movies which i've already watched. I will keep you guys updated! Many things to get sorted out today. If got the time, i'll blog later or tomorrow...

New Year New Start

Hi all! It has been some time since i've last blog.... Many things happen at the same time. Thus, tired and busy.

It has been near 2 months since i've last posted my movie reviews and update my blog. Rest assured, i will get it done up nicely by this week.

Just want to take the opportunity to thank all those who made it down to my grandfather's wake. I really appreciated all of you guys. This really really proved something... well, at least to me lah. For those who cant make it due to certain reasons liked going to get married or just got married, i understand. No worries at all yah?

Thinking back, its kind of funny...now wierd... My Grandfather passed away on my birthday, 24th December 2006. To me, this day is the day where I am born, Eve of Christ's Birth and now, my grandfather's remembrance day...

Well, we strongly believed that my granfather is with the Lord this Christmas!

Many things to think about (Which i don't know what is exactly happening), many things to get sorted out (which i actually can't) and many things to worry about. But still as it is, life goes on. Someone very dear to me once told me before in chinese,

"There is no such thing as without you, I can't live or I can't live without you..."

In the working society for near 5 years, I've finally understood this... I still got a career, still got family, got a car to pay, my saving/life insurance to pay till its due (hopefully) haha... and theres GOD...

Work started today. Routine Life started all over again... Guess its time to put my time and effort on my job once again. Get on Fire! New Year, New Start!!!

LET's GO!!