Sleepless Nights with A Troubled Mind

It has been a long time... Really long time, since I last puffed near to 3 packs in a single day..

It has been a long time... 5 years...since I lasted dated another person...

Its has been a long time... 5 years...since I lasted enjoyed the companionship of another lady

It has been a long time... 5 years...since I lasted asked a girl to be mine

and

It has been a long time... 5years...since I have sleepless nights with a troubled mind.

2 must learn to be frank, trusting and truthful to each other before 2 can progress

This is a lesson i've learned from my past relations.

But why some people just don't understand this simple theory? Is it to hard to comprehen?

No....

Maybe they are just uncomfortable about telling their partners too much about their past...

Maybe they want to be certain that this guy/girl is their ideal partner before they can disclose their darkest secrets to them...

or maybe Its because they have a very bad experience with their partner in the past...

BUT

Whatever one does... one got to know that for certain issues, it must be made known and not be hidden in their darkest corner of their heart.

Whatever one does... they must learn to be truthful. Let the other party decided what is good for them... as they are old enough to decide...


Althought one is very disappointed with the other... but one is still hoping... hoping that the other will call and just be truthful for once. One is willing to listen if the other is willing... For one is serious with the other...